Monday
1.6.2013
After he finished his critical thinking course in school, he met us in the state library. I met him and i asked him, can you fetched me home. He keep saying something that hurt me a lot and make me speechless. The word that he spoke up from his mouth, just hoping that this is just kidding and are not true. I hope that he knows what is he talking and just wondered that did he feel is over limit? My another friend just joined him and i know that he is just kidding. In the car, i just say nothing and just playing my phone. Talk more, Wrong more, Argue more. Just wanted to prevent this. If i asked him, he sure say he is just kidding and just play only. If you can't play then just leave. So, i won't asked him anything about it and just shut my mouth up.
Tuesday
2.6.2013
A sentences from my friend make me feel scary about it. He just said to me that "now you pro already" and just closed the phone call. What's the meaning? Angry ? I'm scared I'm thinking that now I've a car and just forget him and forget anything that he done for me. But seriously i didn't think before. This sentences make me feel emotional and wondering did i drive to school and is a way that make him feel angry? If like this why should i get my driving license? Just a weird person. Sometimes i feel like when i have money, he will be better; and if i lack of money, he will be worst. I hope that my feeling is not true. He is a bad temper person and just like my dad. If something sucks happen to him, sure he will be emotional whole day and keep saying people will arrow on it. It just flies through your heart and make your heart broke. I hope that my friend will change this bad temper. Bad temper can't settle everything. It just will getting worst and worst one day.
